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Sometimes you wonder... what if this happened, or that happened, or what if it didn't happen at all? But it did... and perhaps it happened for a reason. Our job is to figure out why, learn and grow from it.

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If

The sound of the crash, the ambulance
Her seeing it, me believing it
My gut feeling to be true
It was you the nights of ICU
The operations made so rods could replace the vertebrae shattered
The glass scattered
The chit-chatter of neighbors looking on
Me yelling at my nephew telling him to get the baby gone
The X-rays, different expressions of upon your face
You saying I’m a walk again
Me believing it
Dismissing all the information MD’s would give
My cousins coming in, the tears running and
The drugs dripping, the IV
Times I purposely left the room so you couldn’t see me crying
Knew how not dying wasn’t exactly the kind of consolation
You wanted to hear
Needed to hear, trying every night to be there
But someone had to care for our little one
Her drawing pictures, missing you, waiting for that day to come

If we could turn back the hands of time
Rewind the past
Would it change the path, our destiny?
Or were certain things just meant to be the way they are
Written within the stars
Even if they leave scars

The therapy, the physical therapy
The you and me
The wondering if I’d I even be here in your arms
In your thoughts if at all if the fall didn’t happen
The accident reenacting in my mind were we just an accident
Our happening our meeting, dating, conversation, love-making
Conceiving our seedling
But how could that be when she’s so amazing
And changing situation would be like erasing her from existence
Been a gift since her born day
Feeling torn like your ACL
When will you fully heal?
We all dwell on the thought
Wishing u well
See you go through hell personified
Still see your pride, still on your side
Even though I’m unaware of where I lie, stand
People asking me how is your man?
I hold your hand, rub your back plus your legs
Extra gentle on your thighs knowing how they’re sensitive

If we could turn back the hands of time
Rewind the past
Would it change the path, our destiny?
Or were certain things just meant to be the way they are
Written within the stars
Even if they leave scars

What if you never called?
If we never saw each other on the job?
Do you feel robbed?
Or feel GOD is speaking to you?
Through you, possibly even making a new you
Stronger, wiser, taller
Higher than your original self
Still revealing cards being dealt
A new hand, a new man
A new chance to advance evolve
Resolve some issues along with the torn tissues
Making things official after all who’s the highest branch judicial
Surely no individual
We minimal in the scheme of things
Sometimes he brings us though a storm
To appreciate the spring
Birds chirping, her learning, playing on the swings
Us hugging, loving, laughing
Hearing her sing,
Starting over like a baby taking they first steps
Cause sometimes you have to fall before walking perfect

If we could turn back the hands of time
Rewind the past
Would it change the path, our destiny?
Or were certain things just meant to be the way they are
Written within the stars
Even if they leave scars

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from Metamorphosis, released May 10, 2015
If

Written by Queen Herawin
Produced by Mike Chops
Recorded at Dredworx Multimedia
Mixed by Jesse West
Mastered by Low Frequency Recording

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Queen Herawin of The Juggaknots New York, New York

Queen Herawin is a New York based artist. She is a member of the Hip-Hop group Juggaknots, which consists of her brothers Fever and Breeze Brewin’ and their DJ Boo. Heard on the groups last album, “Use Your Confusion,” in addition to appearing on Juggaknot EP’s “The Generally” and “The Love Deluxe Movement.” Metamorphosis is her debut solo album release on Matic Entertainment. ... more

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